Sári, 34, Budapest, Hungary

 

I’ve been told by my aunt that the perfect position to conceive after sex is... well, to do the candle. Me, I just feel more and more ridiculous and ashamed by it each and every time. Trying to hide, do it in secrecy for short moments when I stay alone in the room - this makes it even more ridiculous, falling up and down, loosing balance and then back to normal, casual, after sex behavior when he enters the room again, not to put the pressure of baby-making on him. 

At the end of the day I feel that I remain all by myself in this vague physical jungle of trying to get pregnant, standing alone like this burning candle.